CoolLIKEumee

Lol sorry about before, uhhh didn't do any requests but during this summer, I have a lot of time so I could do some traditional works or some fast digital sketches with simple colouring I suppose.

Comment some refs below

I promise I'll actually do as many as I can!

Today I completely flipped out on this group of guys.

I was just so done with them. They kept picking on this one guy who'd never done ANYTHING bad to them. He's just kinda like their punching bag and I was so freaking done.

So I went up and raged at them. Don't think it did anything because I was close to either punching them or peeing my pants because talking to people scares me goddammit social anxiety wtf now

But like just because your life could be terrible does NOT give you the stupid right to pick on other people omfg that should just be a universal rule because people are really dumb.

I ALSO HAVE WRITER'S BLOCK KEEL ME

Idk maybe it's just me but I'm always super awkward when people are like are you okay, i got u, ur cool, because I don't know how to respond so i'm super awkward and I stumble gahh and I'm too shy to like talk to people

But I mean you guys are all super cool and wow thanks so much for the watch and wow let's be friends

Idk I'm just too awkward to make friends but yeah I would like to

Friends

This week I've been exhausted. I've really been overworking myself and my dad said I should take the weekend to rest.
My friend's birthday party is this weekend and I don't want to not go but I really need the rest. I don't really know what to do.

Science is such a strain, I don't understand anything we are doing and it's really frustrating. I have a test due tomorrow and this draft thing and some homework and I need to sleep because I'm exhausted. I don't really know what to do anymore ._____.

Well at least it's a long weekend.


I've been too lazy to upload art but I did do a whole bunch. They're not the best I guess but just sketches.

Oh I finally got Paint tool Sai and I can use it with my cousin's tablet but I'm not very good with colouring.

Well time to sleep I suppose.


Night guys, take care

Today in P.E. I totally had a panic attack. I wasn't sure why, I think I just got tipped over the edge by someone. It was terrifying and I was so scared and it's an awful experience. It literally felt like I couldn't control myself and everyone would come and attack me and it was awful.

Has anyone else ever had that? :/ It was so weird and suddenly I just lost control and shook and trembled and i was having a bit of trouble breathing, I think this is a panic attack, probably. I dunno, today's been a weird day, I just need the weekend to rest up.

Also yeah, about the requests and whatnot, I legitimately have no time and homework and school have been causing me to fuss about everything, so bear with me.

Also, is having a giveaway! Check it out?

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